Once upon a time, just a few months ago…I thought I was fucking AWESOME. I had just had a baby and suddenly found myself so in tune with my body and my fiancé. You’d think that when you have a 4 week old baby, the last thing you’re thinking about is bumpin’ uglies, but for me it was the exact opposite. So what if I was a little fat, I created LIFE! My body was a wonder to behold (even though there was suddenly a lot more of it). I’d never felt so awesome! But those feelings didn’t last. Sigh.
Once life settled into routine, all those awesome feelings just…left. I’d do just about anything to find a way to recapture those feelings of sexiness, of confidence, of being so in tune with myself and my body and my sexuality. How does one find the balance between being a mom, a partner, and a sexual person?